A Note About Life Right Now and the God Who Can Handle It!!

I’ve been keeping certain aspects of my life hidden from this blog, choosing instead to put my more inspired thoughts here. Well, things are not going as we had hoped. Not at all.

But I’ve come to realize something incredibly important: if I hide all of what God does in my life, then I am hiding the things that I should praise Him for. I’m hiding His goodness, His grace. Even in the hard times, when I feel like nothing is going the way it should.

Right now, my husband is without at job once more. This, by the way, is the third or fourth time in a year. (I’ve lost count, to be honest…) This is the fourth or fifth month (depending on how you look at things) that husband has been without a job in the past year. And we’re leaning completely on God to provide for us. Totally.

We’ve talked about it I don’t know how many times, but we both agree that my role is to stay at home and take care of the house and our daughter. I don’t know exactly what I can do from home to help (I’m not a salesperson, and I don’t take time to do crafts, even though I hoard them on Pinterest!) I don’t know if I should do something from home to help.

We’re currently praying, seeking God’s face, asking Him to show us where He would have us. We’re waiting on miracles, and He has already provided one. One that should help us pay a couple of bills and keep food on the table and gas in our truck for a little longer, anyway. I’m not going to lie: we’re also hurting. I’m not going to go into details, but we’re being hurt from several people that we trusted. And my husband is also upset because though we’ve been trying to follow God, we are getting no where. Fast. It’s enough of an effort to keep food on the table, much less clothes on our backs.

I’ve been holding onto the verses in Luke 12 that speak of God clothing the lilies and feeding the sparrows. That He loves us so much more than they. That He will provide for our needs, that He is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think (Ephesians). Reminding myself that His thoughts are higher than our thoughts, and that His ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah). That He owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalms), and maybe He’ll sell one for us?

All that I ask is that you would pray for us. Just for a minute. I’ll be updating how God is working as it happens (or at least shortly thereafter).

Let me be clear on a couple of things: I do not believe that God is punishing us or that if we just had more faith, He would move. I also do not believe that He will take care of us because all He wants to do is bless us. I do fully believe that He is testing us, trying us, and working in our lives through this hurt in order to bring glory to Himself and to prune us. If I see any comments that say otherwise, I reserve the right to delete them on the spot.


2 thoughts on “A Note About Life Right Now and the God Who Can Handle It!!

  1. Joy says:

    No, God is not punishing you. As my husband would say, “when you are on top of the mountain, it is all rocky and not much soil, so therefore it is harder to grow. You can only grow when you are down in the valley where the ground is fertile.” So, God is wanting you to grow and is working in your life through this way. God has a plan for you and He will reveal it to you in His time. Yes, all will work out for the glory of God. Praying for you!

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